And so it is.

I just don’t know what to do right now. I’m completely lost without you. I know I’m not making you happy anymore, I just wish it were the same for me. I wish I wasn’t still madly in love with you. I wish this could’ve been a mutual feeling, to end this. It’s not, though. I still love you with everything I have. I’ve never felt more in love before in my life. I have every reason to feel that way too. You are so damn perfect to me. I hope that one day I wake up and not miss you. I hope that one day I can start my day not craving conversation with you. I hope one day I can think of you and not want to run to where you and just hold you in my arms.
On the same hand, though, I hope one day you’ll wake up and realize it was me. It always has been and it always will be. I hope one day you’ll smile and it’s just because you thought of me. I hope one day you’ll see that you are in love with me. Just an ounce of how much I am in love with you, at least.
I want to make you happy. More than anything in this world, I just want to make you happy. I love seeing your smile. Your laugh is one of my favorite sounds. I don’t know what it is, I just can’t let you go. No matter what I try, everything reminds me of you. Everything makes me crave you more. Just laying here right now makes me miss you more than anything. This bed shares some of my fondest memories with you. I’d give anything to get that back. I’d do whatever it takes to get back to what we used to be.
I just miss you so much it hurts. I love you so much that it scares the absolute shit out of me. I’ve never been this in love before. Now that I’m losing you, I feel like I’m losing myself. You are my everything. You are the reason I wake up in the morning. Just the thought of you being all mine was more than enough to get me through day by day. Having you in my life was the best feeling in the world. That’s why I just can’t lose you. Not like this. It doesn’t feel right. Not right now. It doesn’t feel like it’s over. Until I feel like I’ve completely lost you, I’m not giving up.
You mean more to me than anything in this world and I refuse to just walk away. I’m going to try everyday to make you mine again. I’m going to fight like hell to keep you. I’m not giving up if you’re not happy.
I love you. I really do. With everything I have, I love you! Please don’t let us be over.
I know you need your space right now, I’m trying to do that. I hope, if you come back, you’ll only come back if you’re good and ready. I don’t want to pressure you into anything you don’t want again. That wasn’t fair of me.
I guess I’m trying to say that I’ll wait on you if that’s what you want me to do. If you still love me, just tell me. I’ll wait. I’ll be here when you’re ready. I’m not going anywhere. No one else can even compare to how amazing you are. You’re worth this. I just hope you feel the same about me too.