I don’t want a job right now. Much less have to pick my career at this point in my life. So what is me being in college going to ensure? Other than bills I can’t pay with my lack of a job and that I don’t go full-on retard (maybe) in my next year of figuring out what my life really means. So can we stop pushing school on me? Help me learn, buy me books, get me interested in things. But right now, I have no want-to to do anything really. I’m silently crying for help by also trying to enjoy my life while I finally feel free-ish. But if you’re not offering help, just let me be. I think I’m happy right now. Let me be.